I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! im going to kill myself tommorow. i'll take the gun my dad has in the shed...and i'll kill myself...No one will miss me. i'll..even take brad along with me. he's the cause of all my pain. who would want to murder, get caught...and still be alive? prison is hell. give me the strength to do it. by sunday morning...i'll be burried underground, satisfyed. i've already lived my life. suicide...will be the answer.